BUT WHY?

So yesterday I was giving Savas a bath and to my surprise there was suddenly an overflow of light pouring in through the window above us and then in that exact moment we heard, "CRASH, BANG, BOOM, POW!" I wish I could have recorded my reaction, I looked up and scream, "WHaaaaaat, are you serious!!!!" I hopped up and opened the window and sheer shock rushed my face. The freakin carport collapsed! But why!? There was only like 10,000 lbs of ice built up on top... really cool, where was the drainage? What could be worse than an uncovered driveway? My car burried under all the rubble.... but why! I looove my car, its cute, its red and I've had it 4 1/2 years., Its totally messed up! The spoiler on the back is broken and its all scratched up, I can't see all of the damage yet because it is currently still burried but it is so sad. So after the initial shock I hurry and call Brian and tell him he's gonna shit his pants because of the carport situation, he was quite calm to tell you the truth, I was kind of hoping he would have a similar reaction to mine but oh well. Anyways he tells me to call the Landlord and so I did... they didn't answer. After like an hour of stalking them through the phone the guy answers, I've never met this guy but he needs a punch in the face. "Hello?" "Hi, this is McKayle I live over here at 1150 Bonita and I'm calling to tell you that the carport has collapsed and my car is trapped under so we need to do something about it as soon as possible" "uhhh I'm sick in bed so there's nothing I can do" (he wasn't even like, "Are you serious? Awe that's terrible let me help" he didn't give a crap) "Well you will need to call somebody because I need my car and this has to be cleaned up!" "uhh goodbye" HUH??? Goodbye? What does that mean? Is he gonna call me back? Is this just over? But why!!!? haha.... how rude huh? Uhh goodbye, who says that? Can't he see I'm in distress here? ha... so I call Brian and if you can just imagine my voice, "yadaa yada.. yeah and then he was like Uhh goodbye! yeah! seriously! I know, ok... ok bye" so apparently Brian called and left them a message because about twenty minutes later I see the lady landlord roll up in her Cadi with her daughter and they check out this crime scene, they tell me they will take care of it and then they left. It is now today and so far one guy has come to look at the damage and assess the situation. It is due to poor installation and assures me that the insurance should cover the damage to my car. So I feel a little better but this whole ordeal is stupid and I'm glad I wasn't standing under this sucker with my little booboos when it collapsed or we'd be toast! When its all cleaned up I will post the before and after pictures.

BOO Cold weather.

EWWWW, it is sooo cold here in Salt Lake! Go away and take me back to the Islands where its warm.... It is so cold that it hurts to go outside, I feel like my face is going to freeze right off!

Toes in the sand... there is no other feeling like it.

This rubber chicken knows what's good.... mmm.... Bloody Mary

Happy Birthday Mom

Today, December 6th, is my Mom's Birthday, so I just wanted to post some pictures of her and say Happy Birthday and that I love you Mom. My mom is unlike any body I know, she is fun to be around and has a big heart, Her smile tells it all. I'm so lucky to have her as my mother and have learned so much from her. Thank you for everything Mom, you're beautiful and I appreciate you every day. I hope your day is great.

Rubber Ducky, You're the ONE

He lovvvves the bath, well when he's covered up that is, I keep a hand towel over him while he's in his little tubby so he stays warm. He just totally chills in it and I think he really does like to soak. He's so cute and I'm not just saying that. :)

Update,

Savas had his first checkup, everything went great. The Dr. said he seems very healthy and has good weight gain, he weighed in at 10 lbs 12 oz, so that's a full pound gained since birth. He also grew a whole inch (22in). He is growing so fast, when I hold him in my arms, I'm like, "Whoa this kid is big," and then it makes me sad he won't stay a little baby very long. I guess I'll just have to keep having kids. It's been so awesome being a mom. I always knew it would be awesome but there are little things you don't realize will touch your heart. Like when we wake up in the middle of the night, while he's eating he will just stare at me and its like we both know what we're thinking, we both love each other more than anything. Then as he drifts off to sleep and you can tell he's dreaming, I like to pretend he dreams about Heaven and hopefully me and his daddy, he will smile and it literally just mealts my heart... it makes me cry. Children are so innocent and pure, it makes me feel closer to God to watch him and be with him every day. His first week home I had to have him sleep right by me so I could make sure he was still breathing ( I swear I'm so paranoid, sometimes if he sleeps longer then normal I will stop and stare at him to make sure he's breathing and that his chest rises and falls,) but now I put him in his bassinet which of course is like 3 feet away from me and I do admit I actually sleep better when he sleeps in his bed but sometimes it just feels so nice to have him sleep by me, to feel his little breath and hear his little noises. On Wednesday he will be 1 month old and that is so crazy, this month has raced by and that scares me, I don't want to blink because tomorrow he will probably be 5 or 6 years old going to school. Being a mom, I think, makes you appreciate your own mom even more than you ever have. I feel like my mom and I are even closer now than we were before, and I'm so thankful for her. Well, that is the update for now...xoxo.